I called Appa yesterday just to tell him what an amazing person he was. He gave me a shy laugh and I coaxed him to ask me the reason for telling him this. I recounted all the things he had achieved and told him how amazed I was by all the things he had done for us. I asked him how he was able to do this and very modestly he replied "By God's grace". I realised at that time how lucky I was to be his child and decided it was an apt time to show my appreciation of him on Father's day. Here is to my dad.
Appa, As I was growing up, you always made my world feel so safe, the deep voice of yours steadied me and the strong support shielded me. I never felt vulnerable or afraid, because to me, you seemed most strong and stable.
As I grew older, it dawned on me that the world I faced everyday was a lot bigger and scarier than the one you had created for me, and, I wondered sometimes if you felt like relying on someone else's strength for a change.
Now I am an adult and living on the outside of your safety net, and finally understanding what sacrifices you had to make, for you to make sure my world felt alright all the time.
Growing up in the sanctuary of your love is something I'll always cherish and the moments I'll never forget.
You are the tower of strength and with Amma by your side, you showed us guidance and instilled such invaluable values to your seven daughters.
We appreciate you for all of this and love you.
That is so nice Savithri. Make sure someone in India reads this out to Appa. Love, Uma
ReplyDeletei just read this..... its so beautiful....
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